what does fearless means to me?

To me, fearless it's not being completely unafraid. to me, fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts, lots of them. to me, fearless is living in a spite of those things that scares you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again...even though you've been hurt before. fearless is walking into the 1st day of school. fearless is getting back up &fighting for what you want over and over again. even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. it's fearless to know that someday things will change. fearless is having a courage to say goodbye to someone who means a lot to you. when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. fearless is when you're trying to push yourself to didn't hold back. its such a fearless to say "you're not sorry" &then walk away. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright..........that is fearless too.


But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in some love stories & prince charming(s) and happily ever after. bcs i think, love is FEARLESS :]

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pernah gaksi ngerasa ada temen lo yg lg berusaha ngerebut sahabat lo ups. gue sih gaada bad feeling ke temen gue itu. panggil aja tmn gue itu si x. trs sahabat gue itu y. pikir nih ya gue lg ngobrol sm si y dan tibatiba si x dateng tanpa diundang langsung narik si y ngobrol sm dia. yelah selow kali kl misalnya mau ngobrol sm si y sih gpp gue jg gangelarang kok heheh tp sopan dikit ngapa hargain ada gua disitu woy Щ(ºДºЩ) hem sebenernya sih dr awal jg gue udh pernah bilang gue gapernah ngelarang siapapun deket sm si y, tp yaa gausah segini jglah. tiap gue lg deket sm si y, disitu pasti ada x HAHH ngeselin tingkat ujian nasional..sabar aja deh ya. part paling goblok tuh si x ini gapernah sadar2 how annoying she is >:o pengen gt ya rasanya nonjok muka tuh anak azz untung gue msh baik o:) knp gue segini keselnya kalo si x deket sm y. bcs i found that hard untuk punya shbt kayak si y ea bahasa gua. &karena tiap mereka deket gue ngerasa um gimana ya yaa ngertilah kesel gt sahabat lo sendiri lebih deket ke org lain drpd kita sendiri yg shbtnya. si x jg punya sahabat kasih aja inisialnya c lah ya. one day gue pernah deket sm si c tp gue gabermaksud ngerebut atau ngejauhin si c dr si x hoho. beberapa hari setelah itu si x kyk risih gitu kl gue deket sm si c woo dia kira gue gak risih apa dia deket sm y-_- blablablablabla akhirnya gue ngomong ke si c kalo x gasuka gue sm c terlalu deket, oke gue ikutin, gue aga sedikit ngejauh dr si c. tapi si x justru tambah deket sm si y until nowwww! ah tailah. bodode daa i will let karma slap your face first hoho hehe da sekian terimakasih :D

it's about the hangout on September 5th 2011 :$

HAAAI. this time gue mau ngepost ttg hangout sm faris pas tgl 5 september 2011 :p seneng bgt ya gue wkwk pergi cuma berdua b-e-r-d-u-a yg bener2 berdua. okok lanjut, janjiannya sih jam 11 udh berangkat, eh trs guenya ngaret huahahaduh plisde tukang ngaret-_-akhirnya karna gue ngaret, faris beliin tiketnya duluan karna dia udh sampe duluan kan tuh..suddenly dia ngabarin gue, dapet tiketnya yg seat paling belakang pojok sebelah kanan wakaka biarindeh biar unyu:$ yak galama kemudian gue sampe di pim 1. abis itu....fixed nonton fast&furious 5 jam 12.45. sambil nunggu teaternya dibuka, kita keluar dari XXI. akhirnya ke gramed deh nyari asturo abu2...wkwk eh gadapet, yaudah balik lg ke XXI. ngepas aja teaternya udh dibuka, beli popcorn andthennnnn fast&furious 5, here we gooooo! jengjengjeng udh mulai kan filmnya, ga lama setelah itu faris megang tgn gue haaa duhduh kaget bgt &saking kagetnya gue bilang "heh" haduu voi kok oon dah-___- eh tapi abis itu pengangan mulu galepas lepas :3 tbtb ada fighting scene gt..gue kan takut darah waa gimana mau jd dokter yak kl takut sm darah ._. lanjooot, karna gue takut sm adegan berantem kyk gitu, trs gue megang tgn faris kenceng bgt gapake aja taugasi.......yaallah nervous tingkat nasional :$:$:$ udadeee singkat cerita filmnya abis, i don't like this part btw. knp gasuka?udh dilepas pegangan tangannya jhahaha gue sih wishing nya filmnya bakal lebih lama atau bisa start over lagi lah filmnya wkwk biar lama gitu pegangan tangannya kan sosweet;;) tapi yaa mau ngmg apa kl filmnya udh abis wk. trs akhirnya balik lg deh ke gramed nyari asturo abu2 dan koplaknya gue sm faris tuh bolak balik ke gramed 3x woy wakaka sampe akhirnya ke paperclip pun jg gaada tuh asturo abu2nya.
     alhasil, we going nowhere. udh berasa bocah ilang bat gue celangak-celinguk aja jalan sm faris gatau mau kmn. akhirnya udahan deeh pada pulang wkwk faris duluan eh galama abis itu gue jg dijemput. sayang bgt ya gasempet photobooth gt yaak. buuut, hari itu seru bgt deeh :D

I close my eyes and the flashback starts....-Taylor Swift.